Nerves!

OK...so now it's over a month since my last blog...still struggling. Accountability group never came through. Strong start yesterday to get refocused! Have a birthday coming up in a few days...gonna turn the big 45! Sounds so old when I actually say it out loud...man where does the time go?

My daughter has a new boyfriend. Guess it's about time to meet him and I am nervous as a hen in a room full of roosters. You never know, this could be my future son-in-law. Want to make sure we make a good impression...and that just makes it more nerve racking. She is still waiting to hear from the college of her choice on admission...I am a bundle of nerves about that too. She's afraid she won't get in, I am afraid she will. Wondering how we will pay for this enormous expense and how will I get along without her here...I guess it will take faith, and I have plenty of that...so I should just tap into that to calm my nerves...easier said than done!